I’m sitting here scrolling through my drafts. Many random thoughts throughout the years that I’m sure i intended to publish… went stale in the drafts folder. It’s been a while. I never got rid of the page, or the domain, cuz I knew one day I’d make my way back.
I don’t know if it’s that time yet, but here we are. What has happened since the last post? I’ve read for fun consistently for over a year, I’ve graduated with my MPA (public admin), I started a new job not in my field, I made a big move to the west coast, I’ve started cognitive behavioral therapy to manage anxiety, I’ve reached out to my PCP to try and get evaluated for inattentive ADHD… there’s a whole list.
When i look back at the posts Ive published since starting this blog, I’m intrigued by my own writing. I don’t even know who that is writing. She sounds pretty damn cool, haha. I still have not refined where I want this blog to land. Idk if it’s meant for something else, idk if it’s even making a difference anywhere. I’m not one or the other. It’s just a place for random thoughts. But without direction, I have no way of moving forward. I think that’s the culprit. Without a set topic, or pathway, i teeter on the maybe I’ll post it, maybe I won’t because it doesn’t apply to the theme. Then I don’t post at all for over two years. And yet, i can’t seem to get rid of the blog or the domain. Being paid for every year and wasting money.
There’s not one thing i think im a SME of. I’m very much someone who dabbles in many different things. Not necessarily educated enough on one topic or the other to claim any sort of real expertise. There are only a few things i absolutely do well. But im no expert at those. Should i write about how im do my own gel nails every 2-3 weeks? Should I write about my attempts at finishing my CNP certificate? Should I write about maybe going back to school? should I write about the book I’m reading right now? It’s really hard to say. I need direction and I wish it were an easy answer…
See ya…. Idk when lol
Happy curl, Happy girl
Signing off,
Your curly island girl
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